Hi! My name is Emmanuel. I've gone by a few nicknames, but most people call me 'Emman'.
I love solving problems, asking hard questions, and tinkering. I'm looking to use my
skills to work in high-impact roles tackling challenging engineering problems in an open,
collaborative context.
I am an
impatient optimist. I believe that creating a sustainable and equitable future is well within our means,
and I want to contribute to it in my lifetime.
I'm interested in building software systems that are robust, scalable, secure and
performant, and making those concepts as accessible as possible. To that end, I share my
knowledge through writing, teaching, and volunteering opportunities wherever possible.
Some of my interests and hobbies include strength training, DIY,
model kits, nutrition and
health science, jazz, and books.
now:|
A brief summary of what's going for me at the
moment:
- Working as a backend engineer on Shopee's Data Infrastructure team.
- Setting up a homelab and private network with
Tailscale.
- Experimenting with projects involving local AI models.
"Service to others is the rent you pay for your room here on earth."
- Muhammad Ali
"What weakens us is feeling offended by the deeds and misdeeds of our fellow men. Our
self-importance requires that we spend most of our lives offended by someone."
- Carlos Castaneda
"Treat people as if they were what they ought to be and you help them to become what
they are capable of being."
- Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe
"You have the right to work, but never to the fruit of work. You should never engage
in action for the sake of reward, nor should you long for inaction."
- The Bhagavad Gita (2:47)
"People do not seem to realize that their opinion of the world is also a confession of
character."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson
"Practice yourself, for heaven's sake, in little things; and thence proceed to
greater."
- Epictetus
"All cruelty stems from weakness."
- Seneca
"A man is rich in proportion to the number of things which he can afford to let
alone."
- Henry David Thoreau
"Those who bring sunshine into the lives of others cannot keep it from
themselves."
- J.M. Barrie
"This is the true joy in life, being used for a purpose recognized by yourself as a
mighty one. Being a force of nature instead of a feverish, selfish little clod of
ailments and grievances complaining that the world will not devote itself to making
you happy."
- George Bernard Shaw
"I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, not the battle
to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding,
nor yet favour to men of skill, but time and chance happeneth to them all."
- Ecclesiastes 9:11 (KJV)
"The safest road to Hell is the gradual one — the gentle slope, soft underfoot,
without sudden turnings, without milestones, without signposts."
- C.S. Lewis
"If you suddenly and unexpectedly feel joy, don't hesitate. Give in to it. There are
plenty of lives and whole towns destroyed or about to be. We are not wise, and not
very often kind. And much can never be redeemed. Still life has some possibility left.
Perhaps this is its way of fighting back, that sometimes something happened better
than all the riches or power in the world. It could be anything, but very likely you
notice it in the instant when love begins. Anyway, that's often the case. Anyway,
whatever it is, don't be afraid of its plenty. Joy is not made to be a crumb."
- Mary Oliver
"Beautiful things don't ask for attention."
- The Secret Life of Walter Mitty
"Books are the carriers of civilization. Without books, history is silent, literature
dumb, science crippled, thought and speculation at a standstill. Without books, the
development of civilization would have been impossible. They are engines of change (as
the poet said), windows on the world and lighthouses erected in the sea of time. They
are companions, teachers, magicians, bankers of the treasures of the mind. Books are
humanity in print."
- Barbara Tuchman
"Faced with the choice between changing one's mind and proving there is no need to do
so, almost everyone gets busy on the proof."
- John Kenneth Galbraith
"That's all any of us are: amateurs. We don't live long enough to be anything
else."
- Charlie Chaplin
"I bargained with Life for a penny,
and Life would pay no more,
However I begged at evening
When I counted my scanty store;
Life is a just employer.
He gives you what you ask,
But once you have set the wages,
Why, you must bear the task.
I worked for amenial's hire,
Only to learn, dismayed,
That any wage I had asked of Life
Life would have willingly paid."
- Jessie B. Rittenhouse
"There is enough treachery, hatred violence absurdity in the average
Human being to supply any given army on any given day
And the best at murder are those who preach against it
And the best at hate are those who preach love
And the best at war finally are those who preach peace"
- Charles Bukowski: The Genius Of The Crowd
"I maintain that Truth is a pathless land, and you cannot approach it by any path
whatsoever, by any religion, by any sect. That is my point of view, and I adhere to
that absolutely and unconditionally. Truth, being limitless, unconditioned,
unapproachable by any path whatsoever, cannot be organized; nor should any
organization be formed to lead or to coerce people along any particular path."
- Jiddu Krishnamurti
"A society grows great when old men plant trees whose shade they know they shall
never sit in."
- Greek Proverb
"Years of love have been forgot, in the hatred of a minute."
- Edgar Allan Poe
"We are going to die, and that makes us the lucky ones. Most people are never going to
die because they are never going to be born. The potential people who could have been
here in my place but who will in fact never see the light of day outnumber the sand
grains of Arabia. Certainly those unborn ghosts include greater poets than Keats,
scientists greater than Newton. We know this because the set of possible people
allowed by our DNA so massively exceeds the set of actual people. In the teeth of
these stupefying odds it is you and I, in our ordinariness, that are here."
- Richard Dawkins
"Hey, it's our basic human right to be fuck ups. This civilisation is founded on fuck
ups. And you know what? That makes me proud."
- The World's End (2013)
"A day so happy.
Fog lifted early, I worked in the garden.
Hummingbirds were stopping overhoneysuckle flowers.
There was no thing on earth I wanted to possess.
I knew no one worth my envying him.
Whatever evil I had suffered, I forgot.
To think that once I was the same man did not embarrass me.
In my body I felt no pain.
When straightening up, I saw the blue sea and sails."
- Czesław Miłosz: Gift
"Nothing is so firmly believed as that which we least know"
- Michel de Montaigne
"I am an old man now and have come to the summit of my years. But in my heart is the
joy of youth for I have learned that the essentials of life are near at hand and
happiness is his who but opens his eyes to the beauty which lies before him."
- John Burroughs
"How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives. What we do with this
hour, and that one, is what we are doing. A schedule defends from chaos and whim. It
is a net for catching days. It is a scaffolding on which a worker can stand and labor
with both hands at sections of time. A schedule is a mock-up of reason and
order—willed, faked, and so brought into being; it is a peace and a haven set into the
wreck of time; it is a lifeboat on which you find yourself, decades later, still
living."
- Annie Dillard
"If your daily life seems poor, do not blame it; blame yourself, tell yourself that
you are not poet enough to call forth its riches; for to the creator there is no
poverty and no poor indifferent place."
- Rainer Maria Rilke
"People are always shouting they want to create a better future. It's not true. The
future is an apathetic void of no interest to anyone. The past is full of life, eager
to irritate us, provoke and insult us, tempt us to destroy or repaint it. The only
reason people want to be masters of the future is to change the past."
- Milan Kundera
"The art of not reading is a very important one. It consists in not taking an
interest in whatever may be engaging the attention of the general public at any
particular time. When some political or ecclesiastical pamphlet, or novel, or poem is
making a great commotion, you should remember that he who writes for fools always
finds a large public. A precondition for reading good books is not reading bad ones:
for life is short."
- Arthur Schopenhauer
"Since I met you, I feel like I can see the operating system of the world - and it is
unrequited love. That is why everyone's doing everything. Every book, opera house,
moon shot and manifesto is here because someone, somewhere, lit up silent when someone
else came into the room and then quietly burned when they didn't notice them. On the
foundation of the billion kisses we never had, I built you this opera house, baby. I
shot the president because I didn't know what to say to you. I hoped you'd notice. I
hoped you'd notice me. We turn our unsaid things into our life's work."
- Caitlin Moran: How to build a girl
"I cannot remember the books I've read any more than the meals I have eaten; even so,
they have made me."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson
"One of the few things I know about writing is this: spend it all, shoot it, play it,
lose it, all, right away, every time. Do not hoard what seems good for a later place
in the book, or for another book; give it, give it all, now. The impulse to save
something good for a better place later is the signal to spend it now. Something more
will arise for later, something better. These things fill from behind, from beneath,
like well water. Similarly, the impulse to keep to yourself what you have learned is
not only shameful, it is destructive. Anything you do not give freely and abundantly
becomes lost to you. You open your safe and find ashes."
- Annie Dillard: Write Till You Drop
"Everybody thought Kennedy and Johnson and Nixon were spending four-and-a-half percent
of the Federal budget each year to prove that America owned Science. This was all a
fiction. The Apollo Program was an elaborate demonstration of how even the blandest
among us are under the heel of the spirit.
NASA needed astronauts to plant a flag on the Moon. For obvious reasons the astronauts
selected were the most reliable type of man America makes: white, straight,
center-right and full-starch protestant, each spawned from the union of science and
the military. Every last one of them the heart of the heart of the TV dinner
demographic. But then they get shot into space.
They are tossed from the gravity of this planet, tossed across a quarter-million miles
of nothing, to be snatched by the Moon after three days of coasting. Eighteen guys did
this and twelve descended further to discover the Moon smells like a recently fired
gun.
Every last one of them came back irrevocably changed. America had sent the squarest
men it could find to the Moon and the Moon sent back humans."
-
People: April 8th, 1974 (source)
links:|
A little contrived, but here are some of the
cool sites
I've come across:
P.S.: Trying to organize this better and make it easier to update - thinking of linking to
a live notion page
These are problem areas I'd like to devote time and/or resources into solving:
Energy: Energy powers everything that we do, and our biggest challenge is
to provide clean, reliable sources to meet humanity's needs as soon as possible.
Renewables like solar and wind are in many cases already cheaper than fossil fuels, but we
desperately need innovation in many more areas to get to a future where energy is abundant
and carbon-neutral.
Repair culture: Technology is great, but the one thing nobody talks about
is what happens when it stops working. Modern appliances have incredibly short shelf lives
and are often designed to be
replaced, with disastrous
consequences for the environment. I'm interested in any and all efforts to make DIY and
repair more accessible.
Robotics: Software on its own is complex, but we've barely scratched the
surface in terms of how it can interact with the real world. I believe that
nature-inspired robots will be
crucial for us to flourish in a changing world, and it's a space I'd like to learn more
about.
Public health: Implementing policies that target low-hanging fruit and
make the most impact for community-level health outcomes - I believe there's a lot of
missed value in quantifying the impact of environmental influences like noise and
air pollution, expanding green spaces
(see: solarpunk), and improving
nutrition and sleep as pre-emptive health interventions.
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